No one had kept me chained... well except my self.... it just feels like i am free ..
I finally decided to part ways with my counselor.. I was so ready to just go, tell her I am done, and get out of there.. that most likely I didn't even complete my sentences :) I had to call her later to confirm if she got what I meant :) . I had written up a summary of why things are not working, so atleast I stayed till she read it and then I just ran out.. with a feeling of.. I am freee I am free.
The whole talk in circles was getting too exhausting. I did gain some confidence, but things had stopped moving much since the last month. Now, a break and then just follow my own path of good food, exercise and some yoga!