Brain scramble

In more trigger news. Strong smells are a trigger! I spoke to someone wearing a strong cologne for like 6 seconds, bam, down today.
Looks like I will have to live in a sealed air bubble!

In other news, have you wondered about the carbon foot print of each email, each video streamed on the net, each scroll of the facebook feed?
those numbers are not minuscule, the carbon footprint of digitization!

And in more news, I am still undecided on whether to write a Vegan IP book, or Indian IP book.

And in more more news, the seattle chill is real. When even the young and adventurous and not so introvert crowd has trouble making new friends in seattle, we older, limited activity people dont stand a chance.

Also let me tell you one important thing. If you have pressure cooked Indian food and loved pressure cooked indian food, IP will not live up to that deliciousness. Its a matter of being used to certain things. The texture of the beans is very different when pressure cooked in stove tops because they cook under much higher pressure. The rajma from a stove top pressure cooker is blissss

oh the sun is out. time to walk chewie.

Emotions

In other news, sudden anger (or even giddy happiness) is now a trigger.

Lol, I can see hubbs is happy. I can't even get angry :)

Oh Hey its 2019

Another year and I am stuck between several different kind of problems.

Running out of storage on the laptop... like its 2019, this should not be a stress i need to take.

Trying to find solutions in support groups like
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What do you all do for being able to sit on chairs.

I can’t balance myself on a chair. It has to be sturdy sofa kind of seating. So even if there are restaurants with low noise/activity that I can go to , I can’t really go because everyone has flimsy chairs.
"

And in answer, everyone pretty much struggles with the same thing. 

Why the heck does this vestibular neurological disorder not have enough research and treatment. 

Literally the treatments i've heard of so far are not going to cure it,
all range from drugging myself with ssri's or other mind altering meds. 
and supplements like magnesium and coq10.

Oh well,... life. 

On the other hand, i think i should hire someone locally to manage the every day things for the blog. It might be helpful to have things more organized :) .